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That the aversion to truth runs into contradictions is natural; this course can sometimes be an entertaining, yes a comical spectacle; but if the contradictions are too groundless, if they have no contact at all with the matter and are only the punishment for the inner weakness and the indolence which tries in vain to declare itself against courage and bravery, then they are boring and disgusting: even the language in which they are presented is dull, sluggish, uncertain and without all charm: a "therefore we must assume", a "it thereby gains the appearance as if" is the only turn which stands at the command of such warriors. Herr Gruppe must, however, speak so, he must content himself with mere "assumptions", with an appearance which he may not even examine whether it is grounded in the matter, since he in fact knows nothing less than the book about which he wants to give his judgment. "Hereby — after a" passage in the said essay — hereby, says Herr Gruppe p. 54, it gains the appearance as if Bauer himself were in the case which he imputes to his so-called apologists and charges them so heavily with, namely that he has still quite other thoughts in the background than he expresses according to the words in his book. Herr Gruppe wonders how I "can give myself the air of restoring Christianity in its true essence and actually only defending and protecting it against the apologists."
[Notes for 307 here]